Morningside

Helllooo.

My life is pretty boring right now. Well not boring, but.. yeah. Good. I took a lot of naps this week and played a lot of stupid games :) I really enjoy my life.

Camp starts.. monday. Yay. I feel kind of bad cause my mom had to buy a bunch of crap I need for camp, and everything and Starstruck is so expensive.. meh.

Yesterday was Drakes birthday. He turned 3. He enjoys his Mr. Potato head.

I want to go to the beach.

Goodbyeee.

-r

Can you remember why you were so sad

Hideehidee.

I should be writing about civil rights court cases.. but that's boring :D

Uhh I really don't have anything to talk about.

Durdeeheedeee.

-r

Many the miles..

So tired. So happy.

Its over.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight was the last night of the show, and I can honestly say that all the stress was worth it. I'm going to miss everyone so much, and I'm pissed I didn't get Ryan to sign my book like everyone else! Gr! Whatever, hes the only one I didn't get. Every time I look at it I want to cry because.. its over. But it was worth it. Freakin' hugfest. I wanna cry.

It was so worth it. My dad said I made him really proud, and when we were taking our bow I could totally see he was crying. Busteddd.

Thats honestly, honestly, all I ever wanted.

So worth it.

AND I GOT FUDGE!

-r

Huckleberry prayers

Wowww its late. I should really go to bed.. whatever.

Its stressful, but whatever.
I didn't get home until 11 tonight, and last night, but whatever.
I really can't wait for summer, but whatever.
I'm leaning wayy towards not doing anything at all this summer, but whatever.
I want a milkshake, but whatever.
I need a hug, but whatever.
This one lady is so nice, shes all mommish and sweet, but whatever.
I need to write an essay and take a test in history, but whatever.
I actually only have like two weeks left in history, if I work fast, but whatever.
I'm almost free!
I actually got an A in math this semester! 92. That means I brought my grade up 9 freakin' points. Yay me.


I want to sleep for the next month.

-r

Too many sunsets I haven't seen.

I thought I wuzzzz being whorish. But apparently wasn't whorey enough for JenJones. So yeah. That was annoying/embarrassing to be one of the few people she still calls out. Rehearsals until 10 & 9 for two days next week.. then 9:30 for three days, then call time at 6 and show at 7. Woww. She said that she would be ashamed to have anyone see the show at this point though, and its two weeks away :| The costumer came and took our measurements, though! That means costumes! Exciting!

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Anyhoo. I want it to be summer. Summer is nice. Less than a month away! I'm not sure I still want to do Producers though.. I mean I do, but.. I'm just not entirely sure. I haven't even been accepted yet :\. I guess that will decide for me, so no worries.

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I sleep a lot. A lot.

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I want to go to the beach. I think I am tomorrow. I don't know. I hope so. It's pretty out. << Sentence fragments much? Mrs. Sessions would be appalled..

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I can't think of anything else. Blah.

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I just did spellcheck. I make a lot of typos...


-R

I like when we're nice to each other.

I don't have a hole in my heart ;D says the cranky dwarf guy..

..I'm cold.

I saw 17 Again. It was funny.

I can see everything now. Its really awesome. DID YOU KNOW THAT GRASS IS REALLY GREEN? If you need me to see something for you, I totally can. Just ask. :D!

OH I FORGOT. Amy came here. It was pretty fun.. WE WENT TO DISNEY WORLD, DUDE. 

Watch this -- 

-r

A heart I swear I'd recognize, is made out of my own devices.

I'm really tired, and I should go to bed, but first I wanted to write on here because I wanted to talk to somebody but its too late to call anyone.. I'm nervous :| I have to go to this fancy heart doctor that's going to tell me if my heart is exploding or if I'm diseased or something. Fun. I really want to know why I faint, but its scary. At least when I don't know whats wrong with me.. nothing is technically wrong. I just lose consciousness sometimes, that's all.

Its a pain, not being able to have my safety blanket. I don't notice it until I need it. And its a little painful when I realize I can't. Then I realize how pathetic I am and get some chocolate milk. But it still hurts sometimes. I know it shouldn't.

.. Whatever. Everyone has pacifiers, and comfort things or people or activities. Its not that weird that I miss mine.

I just wish I didn't.

And I want tomorrow to be over with. And I want to go to bed.

I can at least accomplish one of those things..

-r