I'm really tired, and I should go to bed, but first I wanted to write on here because I wanted to talk to somebody but its too late to call anyone.. I'm nervous :| I have to go to this fancy heart doctor that's going to tell me if my heart is exploding or if I'm diseased or something. Fun. I really want to know why I faint, but its scary. At least when I don't know whats wrong with me.. nothing is technically wrong. I just lose consciousness sometimes, that's all.
Its a pain, not being able to have my safety blanket. I don't notice it until I need it. And its a little painful when I realize I can't. Then I realize how pathetic I am and get some chocolate milk. But it still hurts sometimes. I know it shouldn't.
.. Whatever. Everyone has pacifiers, and comfort things or people or activities. Its not that weird that I miss mine.
I just wish I didn't.
And I want tomorrow to be over with. And I want to go to bed.
I can at least accomplish one of those things..
-r
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